Mere Ramblings: How do you know if…

I sit here…wondering, how exposed am I to the public or the internet right now?

There’s always a risk when posting pieces of your mind and heart online.

Or, sometimes, you most often may just find yourself ignored, buried beneath millions of other search results on the web.

Right now, I am feeling a subtle conflicting pull between the desires of wanting to attract attention and be ignored.

Isn’t life just full of contradictory feelings?

I desire to be loved, or maybe just liked, as a teacher, maybe be the most liked teacher…

But at the same time, I need to stay humble, and not let pride overtake me.

So, how do I know, what I really want, is what I really want?